I REMEMBER EVERYWORD YOU SAID OKAY.. IM NOT THAT NAIVE AND IM NOT THAT STUPID IVE
BEEN BROKEN BEFORE I CAN DEAL WITH IT. IM NOT SCARED OF MOVING ON WITH MY LIFE
WHAT IM SCARED OF IS THAT ILL REALISE SOMEWHERE ALONG THE ROAD THAT YOU WERE MY LIFE
YOU ALWAYS SEEM TO OBSESS OVER THINGS YOU CAN'T HAVE, BUT WHEN YOU DO HAVE IT,
YOU CAN'T APPRECIATE IT, YOU DESTROY IT, WHEN YOU LOSE IT YOU WANT IT BACK,
BUT WHEN IT'S GONE YOU CAN NEVER UNDERSTAND WHY YOU LET IT GO
SHOW ME THAT GORGEOUS SMILE EVEN IF IT'S FAKE
& LETS MAKE IT WORTHWHILE JUST FOR OLD TIMES SAKEE
&AND IT BECAME SO CLEAR SO SUDDENLY DARLING,
YOU'RE ALLERGIC TO HONESTY.
AND THEY KEPT SPINNING,
AFRAID THAT IF THEY STOPPED
SOMETHING WOULD TEAR THEM
APART F O R E V E R .
BECAUSE YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL AND YOU DON'T KNOW IT.
BECAUSE YOU'RE SMART AND YOU DON'T BELIEVE IT.
YOU'RE THE KIND OF GIRL THAT GUYS DON'T GET OVER.
LET'S DRIVE INTO THE SUNSET AND SING LOVE SONGS,
WE'LL MAKE UNKEEPABLE PROMISES AND SWEAR
THAT WE'LL NEVER LOVE ANYONE ELSE.
& THOSE RAMBLING CONVERSATIONS
WHERE WE'D TALK ABOUT NOTHING,
BABY; THAT MEANT SOMETHING.
I'VE SEEN LOVE DIE AWAY WAYY TO MANY TIMES
WHEN IT DESERVED TO BE ALIVE.
MY HEART TICKS IN BEAT
WITH THESE KIDS I GREW UP WITH,
LIVING LIFE LIKE ITS GOING OUT OF STYLE.
SHE LOVES THE ARTS,
SHE'S AN ACTRESS IN FACT.
SEE THAT WIDE SMILE?
THAT'S HER MOST FAMOUS ACT.
THE GOOD THING ABOUT PICTURES IS THEY NEVER
CHANGE.
EVEN IF THE PEOPLE IN THEM DO.
THESE HEARTS COULD STRETCH FOREVER AND NEVER FADE IN THE DISTANCE.
YOU MAKE ME NERVOUS.
THAT'S NEVER HAPPENED TO ME BEFORE.
I KEEP SECOND GUESSING MYSELF
AND OVERANALYZING YOUR EVERY MOVE
IT'S TWO BARE FEET ON THE DASHBOARD.
YOUNG LOVE, IN AN OLD FORD.
PEARLS ON HER NECK,
SUNGLASSES ON HER HEAD
LOVE IN HER HEART
FOR THE ONE BOY,
THE ONE BOY WHO LOVES HER TOOO.
SHE'S GOT THIS SUBTLE BEAUTY;
WHERE SHE KNOWS WHAT YOU'RE THINKING
BUT SHE DOESN'T LET YOU KNOW
SHE'S GOT YOU FIGURED OUT.
THE FICTION, THE ROMANCE
AND THE TECHNICOLOR DREAMS
OF BLACK AND WHITE PEOPLE
I HATE YOU,
AND THE REASON I HATE YOU IS BECAUSE
NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY TO HATE YOU,
I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU <3 EVERYBODY THINKS THAT EVERYBODY KNOWS ABOUT EVERYBODY ELSE. BUT NOBODY KNOWS ANYTHING ABOUT THEMSELVES BECAUSE THEY'RE ALL WORRIED ABOUT EVERYBODY ELSE ILL NEVER FORGET WHAT YOU DID TO ME; BUT ILL NEVER LET YOU KNOW I REMEMBER FADE IN, START THE SCENE ENTER BEAUTIFUL GIRL BUT THINGS ARE NOT WHAT THEY SEEM AS WE STAND AT THE EDGE OF THE WORLD HAPPILY EVER AFTER'S ARE ONLY IN BOOKS, SO WAKE UP, CAUSE THIS LIFE DOESN'T GET ANY BETTER YOU KNOW THOSE KIND OF DAYS WHERE ALL YOU SEE IS COUPLES EVERYWHERE AND YOU JUST WANT TO SHOOT THEM FOR BEING SO HAPPY? YEAH WELL MY LIFE IS ONE OF THOSE DAYS DO YOU EVER STOP AND THINK HOW HARD IT IS FOR OTHER PEOPLE? OH YEAH, I FORGOT, YOU ONLY SEE YOUSELF. IF YOUR WORRIED ABOUT ME, SAY IT TO MY FACE. IF YOU CARE ABOUT ME, SHOW ME. IF YOU HATE ME, GET OVER IT. FOR GOD SAKES, JUST DO SOMETHING. DONT SAY THOSE THREE WORDS TO A GIRL UNLESS YOU MEAN IT CAUSE RIGHT NOW, HER HEART WILL BELIEVE ANYTHING THE ONLY GUY THAT DESERVES YOU IS THE ONE THAT THINKS HE DOESN'T. THE ONE THAT WILL STICK BY YOUR SIDE NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU FUCK UP. AND THE ONE WHO WILL FORGIVE YOU.. MISTAKE AFTER MISTAKE. IN THE END, WE WILL REMEMBER NOT THE WORDS OF OUR ENEMIES, BUT THE SILENCE OF OUR FRIENDS I HATE HOW WE NEVER HANG OUT ANYMORE, & HOW WE WERE GREAT FRIENDS.I HATE HOW YOU'LL NEVER FLIRT WITH ME BUT THEN YOU'LL FLIRT WITH MY BEST FRIENDS.I HATE HOW WHENEVER I SEE YOU, YOU DON'T SEE ME I HATE WHEN I HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY ONLINE YOUR ONLY RESPONSE IS "COOL" AND BOY DO I HATE IT WHEN YOU MAKE ME SMILE SHE WAS THE GIRL WHO ALWAYS CARRIED A CAMERA.. TRYING TO FIND BEAUTY IN A WORLD SO FLAWED. BUT IT DOESN'T FEEL RIGHT.. HOLDING SOMEONE ELSES HAND I DO BELIEVE IT'S TRUE THAT THERE ARE ROADS LEFT IN BOTH OF OUR SHOES IF THE SILENCE TAKES YOU THEN I HOPE IT TAKES ME TOO SO BROWN EYES I HOLD YOU NEAR CAUSE YOURE THE ONLY SONG I WANT TO HEAR A MELODY SOFTLY SOARING THROUGH MY ATMOSPHERE I INTENTIONALLY WROTE IT OUT TO BE AN ILLEGIBLE MESS YOU WANTED ME TO WRITE YOU A LETTER BUT I'D RATHER LOSE YOUR ADDRESS AND FORGET THAT WE'D EVER MET AND WHAT DID OR DID NOT OCCUR SHE'S THE ONE THAT EVERYONE GOES TO FOR HELP, SHE ALWAYS HAS THE ANSWERS. BUT WHO DOES SHE GO TO.. ? YOU'LL SAY I'M ALWAYS HAPPY, I'M GOOD AT EVERYTHING I DO, BUT WHAT YOU DIDN'T NOTICE - I'M A DAMN GOOD ACTRESS TOO. MOST PEOPLE ONLY USE HALF OF THE WORD BELIEVE AS I SIT HERE, AND THINK TO MYSELF... YOU NEVER REALIZE WHAT YOU HAD UNTIL IT'S FADING WHILE ALL YOU CAN DO IS SIT HERE AND FEEL IT SLIPPING THROUGH YOUR FINGERS, ALL YOU DO IS HOPE THAT MAYBE JUST MAYBE, AS YOUR GRASP GETS TIGHTER, YOU CAN PULL THROUGH. OH, SHE'S A MESS CONSISTING OF LINGERIE AND BLUSHED CHEEKS. A DISASTER ON STILETTOS. BUT OH, THERE IS GLAMOUR RUNNING THROUGH HER BONES. I WALK THROUGH THE HALLWAYS AT SCHOOL AND LAUGH AT THE BOYS I USED TO LIKE .. BECAUSE NOT ONE OF THEM EVEN COMES CLOSE TO YOU<3 I HOPE HE TREATS YOU RIGHT, TAKES YOU OUT, SHOWS YOU OFF, LIKE THE PRIZED SLUT YOU ARE. YOUR JUST TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE, CAN'T TAKE MY EYES OFF YOU YOU'D BE LIKE HEAVEN TO TOUCH, I WANT TO HOLD YOU SO MUCH <3 YOU LEARN ALOT ABOUT PEOPLE WHEN YOU LISTEN TO THE SONGS THAT MEAN SOMETHING TO THEM. YOU'RE GOING TO EAT POPCORN IN THE DARK, AND pay TEN BUCKS TO SEE MY LIFE ONE DAY. LET'S SET THE RECOND STRAIGHT, NO ONE MAKES ME SMILE LIKE Y O U DO <3 THERE'S A POINT IN LIFE WHEN YOU GET TIRED OF CHASIN EVERYONE AND TRYING TO FIX EVERYTHING BUT IT'S NOT GIVING UP, IT'S REALIZING THAT YOU DON'T NEED CERTAIN PEOPLE AND ALL OF THEIR OPINIONS. PEOPLE THINK THAT IF YOU LOVE SOMEBODY HARD ENOUGH, THEN EVERYTHING IS JUST GOING TO WORK OUT. WELL, PEOPLE ARE WRONG FINE - I ADMIT IT. YOU'RE THE GUY I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT. THE GUY WHO MAKES ME WANNA SCREAM. THE ONE WHO CAN MAKE MY DAY IN A MILLION WAYS. THE ONE I WRITE MY LOVE QUOTES ABOUT. IN CASE YOU WERE WONDERING, YEAH, THAT GUY IS YOU. WE BOTH KNOW THE TRUTH, SO WHY DON'T YOU SAY IT? I GUESS YOU'RE STILL HOPING I'M A STUPID AS YOU THINK I AM. SORRY BABE, BUT THAT'S JUST WISHFUL THINKING. I'VE GOT DREAMS AND ASPIRATIONS AND I'M PRETTY GOOD AT CONVERSATIONS I'VE GOT A HEART I WANT TO GIVE BUT I NEED SOMEONE TO SHARE IT WITH AND EVEN THOUGH I REMIND MYSELF THAT WE'LL NEVER BE TOGETHER, I WONT LET MYSELF FALL FOR ANYO NE ELSE. I ARGUE WITH HIM LIKE HE'S MY BROTHER. I FLIRT WITH HIM LIKE THE FRIEND THAT HE IS. BUT I LOVE HIM LIKE HE'S THE ONLY ONE FOR ME. I DON'T THINK ABOUT BLACK IN TERMS OF GREY, OR REVELATIONS IN THE LIGHT OF DAY I DON'T THINK ABOUT COLD IN TERMS OF ICE OR SECOND CHANCES HAPPENIN' TWICE. OUR STORIES HAVE A BEGINNING, A MIDDLE AND NO END. SO DONT EVEN GET US STARTED. AND IF YOU'RE LUCKYY.. AND I MEAN THE LUCKIEST PERSON ON THIS PLANET.. THAT PERSON WILL LOVE YOU BACKK <3 A SCREAM OR A CRY, THE TRUTH OR A LIE, I'M NOT SURE THEY WILL SAVE US THIS TIME. I DON'T WANNA BE AROUND WHEN IT ALL COMES DOWN TO WATCH SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL DIE. FOR EVERY GIRL WITH A B R O K E N . H E A R T THERE'S A BOY WITH A G L U E . G U N IT'S A TRADGEDY ON PAUSE. BEST FRIENDS MEANS KILLING EACHOTHER OVER A BAG OF CHIPS .. AND IN THE END, NOT SAYING SORRY BUT. " HAHA, TOO BAD LOSER. " BENEATH THE MAKEUP AND THE SMILE, I'M JUST A GIRL WHO WISHES FOR THE WORLD. YOU WERE UNMISTAKABLY MY FIRST LOVE & I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT. EVEN THOUGHT WE HAVE BOTH GROWN APART, BOTH CHANGED, A PIECE OF YOU WILL ALWAYS BE A PART OF ME BECAUSE YOU HAVE UNKNOWINGLY SHOWED ME WHAT I DESERVE. & EVERY GUY IM WITH FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE WILL BE COMPARED TO YOU. I DONT THINK YOU'RE LEAVING. I THINK YOU'RE RUNNING. AND WHAT I CAN'T FIGURE OUT IS, ARE YOU RUNNING TOWARDS SOMETHING YOU WANT? OR ARE YOU RUNNING AWAY FROM SOMETHING YOU'RE AFRAID TO WANT? I GUESS WHAT HURTS THE MOST ISN'T THAT I DONT HAVE YOU.. ITS AT ONE POINT, I DID. ITS THAT I CAN GO TO SLEEP MISSING YOU, DREAM IM WITH YOU, THEN WAKE UP, AND REALIZE ONCE MORE THAT I DONT HAVE YOU. MAYBE WHAT HURTS THE MOST IS NOT THAT I'M NO LONGER ENOUGH.. BUT AT ONE POINT,I WAS. USUALLY WHEN TWO LOVERS KEEP COMING BACK TO EACH OTHER IT MEANS ITS MEANT TO BE IT'S A COMPLICATED EMOTION I THINK I'D MISS YOU, EVEN IF WE NEVER MET AS I LAID THERE ON HIS CHEST, LISTENING TO HIS HEART BEAT, I KNEW AT THAT MOMENT THAT I LOVED HIM THE TRUE TEST OF LOVE ISN'T WHEN YOU'RE TOGETHER. IT COMES WHEN YOU ARE APART, AND YOU REALIZE THAT DESPITE THE DISTANCE, LOVE IS STILL THERE THEY SAY WE'RE TOO YOUNG, BUT MAYBE THEY'RE TOO OLD TO REMEMBER. I'M NOT AFRAID OF HEIGHTS; I'M AFRAID OF FALLING. I'M NOT AFRAID OF THE DARK; I'M AFRAID OF WHAT DWELLS THERE. I'M NOT AFRAID OF LOVING, I'M AFRAID OF NOT BEING LOVED BACK LET'S RUN AWAY TO A PLACE WHERE THE AIR TASTES LIKE RAIN AND THE SUN SHINES LIKE SUNDAY MORNING. YOU BRING YOUR LAUGH AND I'LL BRING MY SENSE OF HUMOR, AND WE CAN WASTE THE DAYS, ONE WEEK AFTER ANOTHER. I'M THE KIND OF GIRL THAT FALLS INTO HER MUSIC DIVES INTO A SCENE AND RUNS AWAY FROM LOVE WHEN I LOOK INTO YOUR EYES, MY GUT INSTINCT IS TO LOOK AWAY BECAUSE MY HEART RACES AND MY PALMS SWEAT; BUT SOMETHING KEEPS ME HANGING ON. I USED TO CARE A LOT ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE THOUGHT OF ME, THEN I LEARNED I DEFINITLY CAN'T PLEASE EVERYONE, SOME PEOPLE WILL LIKE YOU, && SOME PEOPLE WILL HATE YOU, BUT I REALLY DON'T CARE EITHER WAY. I'M NOT LOSING SLEEP OVER IT. IT'S FUNNY HOW ONE SUMMER CAN CHANGE EVERYTHING. IT MUST BE SOMETHING ABOUT THE HEAT AND THE SMELL OF CHLORINE, FRESH CUT GRASS AND HONEYSUCKLE, ASPHALT SIZZLING AFTER LATE-DAY THUNDERSTORMS, THE STEAM RISING WHILE EVERYTHING DRIPS AROUND IT. SOMETHING ABOUT LONG, LAZY DAYS AND WHIRRING AIR CONDITIONERS AND BRIGHT PLASTIC FLIP FLOPS FROM THE DRUGSTORE THWACKING DOWN THE STREET. SOMETHING ABOUT FALL BEING SO CLOSE, ANOTHER YEAR, ANOTHER CHRISTMAS, ANOTHER BEGINNING. SO MUCH IN ONE SUMMER, STIRRING UP LIKE THE STORMS THAT CREST AT THE END OF EACH DAY, BLOWING OUT ALL THE HEAT AND DIRT TO LEAVE EVERYTHING GASPING AND COOL. EVERYONE CAN REACH BACK TO ONE SUMMER AND LAY A FINGER TO IT, FINDING THAT EXACT POINT WHEN EVERYTHING CHANGED. THAT SUMMER WAS MINE THIS GIRL IS MY OTHER HALF. WHEN I TURN 21 SHELL BE RIGHT NEXT TO ME BLOWING OUT THE CANDLES. WHEN I GET MARRIED, SHELL BE MY MAID OF HONOR. WHEN I HAVE A BABY, SHELL BE THE GODMOTHER. AND WHEN I DIE, MY GRAVE WILL BE RIGHT NEXT TO HERS. THIS GIRL IS MORE THAN A BEST FRIEND. I WASNT PREPARED FOR WHAT'S TO COME A LIFE MADE OF MEMORIES GONE SO YOUNG .. NOW AND AGAIN IT SEEMS WORSE THAN IT IS, BUT MOSTLY THE VIEW IS ACCURATE. YOU SEE YOUR BREATH IN THE AIR WHILE YOU CLIMB UP THE STAIRS TO THAT COFFIN YOU CALL YOUR APARTMENT. AND YOU SINK IN YOUR CHAIR, BRUSH THE SNOW FROM YOUR HAIR AND DRINK THE COLD AWAY. YOU ARE NOT REALLY SURE WHAT YOU ARE DOING THIS FOR BUT YOU NEED SOMETHING TO FILL UP THE DAYS. IMPERFECTION IS BEAUTY MADNESS IS GENIUS AND ITS BETTER TO BE ABSOLUTLY REDICULOUS THEN COMPLETELY BORING BECAUSE, FOR HER, BEING WITHOUT HIM WAS THE SAME AS FORGETTING HOW TO LAUGH LOVE IS LOVE, NO MATTER HOW OLD YOU ARE. WANNA KNOW WHATS SAD ABOUT PERFECT MOMENTS? THEY ONLY LAST FOR SO LONG THINGS WILL GET WORSE BEFORE THEY GET BETTER.. BUT WHEN THEY DO, REMEMBER WHO PUT YOU DOWN & WHO HELPED YOU UP .. SHE HIDES IT WELL NO ONE WILL EVER HAVE TO KNOW AND WHEN SHE YELLS SHE TURNS THE VOLUME LOW && WHEN YOU FINALLY SEE THE EMPTINESS IN YOUR EYES && THE STARS DON'T SHINE AS BRIGHT IN THE SKIES I HOPE TO GOD YOU REALIZE IT WAS YOU WHO SAID GOODBYE SHE SEES HIS FACE & TURNS AWAY. THE THINGS HE DID TO HER SHE JUST COULDN'T BE REMINDED OF. I NEED YOU. I DON'T KNOW WHY, BUT EVERY NOW AND THEN IN MY LIFE, FOR NO REASON AT ALL, I NEED YOU. HERE'S TO THE MOMENTS IN WHICH WE DIDN'T THINK ABOUT RIGHT FROM WRONG. MOMENTS IN WHICH WE JUST LIVED, CROSSED OUR FINGERS, AND HOPED FOR THE BEST. ALL FEMALES NEED MALES. BARBIE NEEDS HER KEN, MINNIE NEEDS HER MICKEY, CINDERELLA NEEDS HER PRINCE, AND THAT'S STILL THE PAIRINGS WE'VE LOVED WHEN WE WERE STILL YOUNG & INNOCENT. AND THE LONG LIST STILL GOES ON. EVERYONE HAS A NICE ENDING. IT'S JUST IF YOU WOULD BELIEVE THERE'S SOMETHING CALLED ... HAPPILY EVER AFTER. I CAN'T BELIEVE I USED TO DOODLE YOUR NAME ALL OVER MY BOOKS. MAYBE IT WAS JUST A SILLY TEENAGE LOVE ; OR MAYBE IT WAS ONLY A CRUSH. YOU'RE THAT GUY, THE ONE NO MATTER HOW MANY MORE GUYS I GO THROUGH, I'LL ALWAYS HAVE A THING FOR YOU HATRED IS FOUND IN THE GIRL SITTING NEXT TO YOU WHO JUST TOLD YOU SHE LIKED YOUR HAIR YOU WEREN'T A MISTAKE ; JUST A HARSH REALIZATION THAT I COULD DO BETTER MAYBE MY HEART DIDN'T REALLY SKIP A BEAT. && MAYBE THE TWINKLE IN MY EYE WAS JUST THE SUN REFLECTING WEIRD ;; && MAYBE THAT FEELING IN MY STOMACH WAS JUST NOT HAVING ENOUGH FOR BREAKFAST. & MAYBE I JUST THOUGHT IT WAS LOVE I LAUGHED A REAL LAUGH. I SMILED A REAL SMILE. AND I LOOKED AT YOU, REALLY LOOKED AT YOU, AND WONDERED WHAT THE HELL I EVER SAW IN YOU. YEA, I'M OVER YOU. AND BOYY AM I HAPPY. I SAW HIM STARING AT ME. NOT GLANCING, BUT BLATANTLY STARING. AND I WONDERED IF HE WAS STARING AT THE WRECKAGE HE CREATED OR IF MAYBE, JUST MAYBE HE REGRETTED EVER HURTING ME IN THE FIRST PLACE "I WISH IT COULD JUST BE SIMPLE, LIKE A RETRO POP SONG 'I WANT YOU TO WANT ME.' BOOM. END OF STORY. WE ALL WANT TO LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER. BUT IT'S NEVER REALLY LIKE THAT, IS IT?" FORGET THE PAIN AND INSECURITY, FORGET THE NEGATIVE POSSIBILITY. FORGET THE WORRIES AND WHAT YOU MIGHT GET. TAKE THE CHANCE WITH NO REGRET. LET GO OF EVERYTHING YOU WERE AFRAID OF. TAKE A DEEP BREATH AND IF IT'S NOT WHAT YOU WANT, THE PAIN MAY KILL. BUT TRUST YOURSELF BECAUSE SWEETIE, IF IT'S MEANT TO HAPPEN, IT WILL. THAT GUY NEVER KNEW YOU. I DON..T CARE HOW LONG YOU WERE "WITH HIM." I KNOW HE DIDN..T KNOW YOU BECAUSE IF HE DID, HE WOULDN..T HAVE WALKED AWAY. HE KNOWS I LIKE HIM.. SO HE FLIRTS WITH ME ON PURPOSE.. YEAH ITS ONE OF THOSE RELATIONSHIPS. I SAW YOU TODAY & IT WAS DIFFERENT. I MEAN, I SEE YOU EVERYDAY BUT TODAY I COULD FEEL THE DISTANCE. IT..S LIKE WE ARE STRANGERS NOW. I KNOW I SHOULD TALK TO YOU & TELL YOU HOW I REALLY FEEL.... BUT I CAN..T BECAUSE I DON..T WANT YOU TO FEEL LIKE IT..S YOUR FAULT THAT I AM THE WAY I AM NOW. EVEN THOUGH IT IS. I WAS SITTING OUTSIDE ON THE PHONE WITH HIM.. NO, NOT YOU, HIM & YOU WANNA KNOW SOMETHING KIND OF IRONIC? HE MADE ME SMILE MORE THAN YOU EVER COULD. CRACKS IN THE CONCRETE ARE JUST REMINDERS THAT EVEN THE STRONGEST BREAK DOWN NEVER LET SUCCESS GO TO YOUR HEAD, && NEVER LET FAILURE GO TO YOUR HEART. WHEN YOU'RE IN LOVE, MAKE SURE THAT YOU REALLY ARE IN LOVE &? JUST IN LOVE WITH THE IDEA OF BEING IN LOVE. && WHEN SHE FORGETS YOU, DON'T YOU DARE REMEMBER ME. I NEVER GAVE UP ON YOU. BUT YOU'RE STARTING TO PUSH ME TOWARDS IT. EVEN DAYS AS BRIGHT AS TODAY; SHE STILL WANTS TO CRY. && I MAY BE A LET DOWN, BUT I'MA DAMN GOOD ONE. COME ON DARLING JUST USE ME I CAN PROMISE THAT YOU WONT BE THE FIRST. YOU CONTINUOUSLY RUIN MY LIFE. && I CONTINUOUSLY LET YOU I JUST WISH PEOPLE WOULD SAY WHAT THEY FEEL. WHO CARES ABOUT FUCKING SIGNALS? THIS ISN'T A FOUR WAY CROSSING. && NOW YOUVE CROSSED THE LINE,BUT WE STILL HAVE TO REMEMBER THAT SOON ENOUGH -- WE'LL SAY GOODBYE.I NEVER EVEN THOUGHT YOU'D BE THE ONE TO TREAT ME THIS WAY. I ACTUALLY BELIEVED YOU CARED FOR ME AND THAT YOU WANTED TO BE WITH ME, BUT NOW I'VE COME TO REALIZE HOW WRONG I WAS ABOUT YOU. HOW COULD YOU LOOK ME IN THE EYE & TELL ME THE SAME LIE OVER AND OVER AGAIN? HOW CAN YOU STAND AND ACT LIKE EVERYTHING WAS MY FAULT? SO HERE I STAND WITH SHAKING KNEES AND A SHATTERED HEART THINKINGHOW TRUE YOU WERE WHEN YOU SAID YOU WERE NOTHING LIKE HIM, I'VE PULLED MYSELF BACK TOGETHER ONCE AGAIN. AND NOW I FEEL AS IF I AM JUST WAITNG FOR SOMEONE TO GAIN MY TRUST & LOVE THEN TEAR IT APART AS IF IT'S MEANINGLESS AND THERE I'LL BE SHATTERED AND BROKEN. WORDS LEFT UNSAID ARE THE WORST WORDS ON OUR MIND. THEY LEAVE YOU TO WONDER WHAT WOULD BE DIFFERENT IF YOU HAD JUST LET THEM OUT INSTEAD OF HOLDING THEM IN, AFRAID TO BE REJECTED OR ABANDONED. MAYBE YOU HAVE TO MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE TWICE BEFORE YOU REALIZE WHERE YOU BELONG AND WHO YOU BELONG WITH. YOU'RE ASKING ME FOR ANOTHER CHANCE, YOU SAY THAT YOU HAVE CHANGED. YOU WANT ME TO PUT MY HEART ON THE LINE. BUT I KNOW BETTER YOU ALWAYS COME AROUND THINKING THAT I'LL ALWAYS BE THERE BUT YOU MADE THE MISTAKE OF DESTROYING MY HEART AND LETTING ME GO. YOU WERE THE ONE WHO SAID I DESERVED BETTER, YOU WERE THE ONE TO SAY THAT HE WAS THE IDIOT TO HURT ME BUT NOW I SEE THAT YOU AND HIM ARE EXACTLY THE SAME.... ITS FUNNY HOW YOU THINK YOU KNOW SOMEONE BUT THEN THEY TURN OUT TO BE THE COMPLETE OPPOSITE. WE IMPROVE OUR LOOKS, NOT OUR MINDS BECAUSE WE KNOW GUYS ARE STUPID NOT BLIND. SOMETIMES YOU NEED TO PUT THE PAST BEHIND, THE SADDEST ASIDE. YOU NEED TO FORGET EVERYTHING YOU EVER FELT; YOUR FEELINGS, YOUR THOUGHTS. EVERYTHING THAT WAS EVER THERE. BECAUSE YOU CAN'T GET HURT IF YOU DON'T CARE. AND YOU MUST KEEP YOUR SOUL LIKE A SECRET IN YOUR THROAT I SAW YOU YESTERDAY. WE SHARED A SMILE THEN WENT OUR SEPARATE WAYS. ALL THOSE NIGHTS WE SHARED WERE JUST US KILLING TIME. THINGS CHANGE, THINGS HAPPEN. THINGS YOU CAN'T EVEN IMAGINE WHEN YOU ARE SO YOUNG AND FULL OF HOPE. I KEEP HAVING DREAMS ABOUT YOU AND THINK ITS SPECIAL, THAT IT MEANS SOMETHING, BUT THEN I GO AND PEOPLE TELL ME THAT WHEN YOU HAVE DREAMS ABOUT SOMEONE ITS USUALLY WHEN YOUR TRYING TO FORGET ABOUT THEM AT SOME POINT, YOU HAVE TO MAKE A DECISION. BOUNDARIES DON'T KEEP PEOPLE OUT - THEY FENCE YOU IN. LIFE IS MESSY. THAT'S HOW WE'RE MADE. SO, YOU CAN WASTE YOUR LIFE DRAWING LINES, OR, YOU CAN LIVE YOUR LIFE CROSSING THEM. BUT, THERE ARE SOME LINES THAT ARE WAY TOO DANGEROUS TO CROSS. HERE'S WHAT I KNOW. IF YOU ARE WILLING TO TAKE THE CHANCE, THE VIEW FROM THE OTHER SIDE IS SPECTACULAR. YOU WANT THE TRUTH ABOUT THE TRUTH: IT HURTS, SO WE LIE & PEOPLE ALWAYS TURN OUT TO BE WHO THEY PROMISED THEY WOULDN'T LOOK INTO MY EYES THERE'S NOTHING LEFT INSIDE THE PROBLEM WITH THESE KIDS IS THAT THEY LIE THEY BREAK INTO YOUR HEART AND TAKE WHAT THEY CAN FIND OUR GENERATION HAS NO GREAT DEPRESSION, NO WORLD WAR. OUR WAR IS SPIRITUAL. OUR DEPRESSION IS OUR LIVES DECEMBER WAS NEVER THIS DULL BEFORE; I'LL WAIT FOR YOUR RETURN, JUST TELL ME YOU'LL RETURN. JUST TELL ME YOU MISS ME, TOO. YOU'VE BEEN GONE FOR TOO LONG. PEOPLE DON'T CHANGE THINGS, THINGS CHANGE PEOPLE. SOMETIMES WHEN A PERSON MEANS THAT MUCH TO YOU, NOT EVEN THE TRUTH CAN CHANGE YOUR MIND. ON THE PHONE LONG, LONG DISTANCE ALWAYS THROUGH SUCH STRONG RESISTANCE FIRST YOU SAY YOU'RE TOO BUSY I WONDER IF YOU EVEN MISS ME WE DON'T EVEN TALK ANYMORE. WE DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT WE ARGUE ABOUT, DON'T EVEN SAY I LOVE YOU ANYMORE. SAYING HOW WE FEEL IS NO LONGER ALLOWED. MOMMY'S LITTLE GIRL IS NOT THE GIRL SHE USED TO BE. SHE DOES CRACK BEHIND HER SCHOOL AND POSES FOR MAGAZINES. SHE DOESN'T KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN SEX AND SIN. BUT MOMMY'S LITTLE GIRL, WOULD NEVER GIVE IN. IN MY FATHER'S EYES, IF YOU WEREN'T PERFECT, YOU SIMPLY WEREN'T. A SHOW OF HANDS, WHO HAS SAID THESE WORDS BEFORE? WITH A SHOW OF HEARTS ON THE FLOOR, WHO HAS EVER MEANT THEM MORE? HEARTBREAK BABY IS HALF THE FUN YOU BRING THE BULLETS, I'LL BRING THE GUNS TAKE TEN STEPS, NOW TURN AND DRAW I SHOOT FROM THE HIP THEN WATCH YOU FALL I'LL ASK "WHAT COULD YOU BE DOING THAT IS SO MUCH FUN? WITHOUT ME BY YOUR SIDE, WITHOUT ME BY YOUR SIDE?" AND I WILL TAKE A STEP BACK, AND I'LL LET YOU AHEAD. AND I WILL TAKE A STEP AWAY AND SEE IF YOU COME BACK. BECAUSE THERE'S NO MORE TRYING TO MAKE THIS SO RIGHT, THERE'S NO MORE TRYING, THERE'S NO MORE TRYING TONIGHT A LIFETIME AGO, TWO PEOPLE MADE ONE SOLEMN VOW TO LOVE, HONOR & OBEY. LOOK AT US NOW, WE'VE GOT NOTHING. NOTHING BUT SHAME & LAME EXCUSES. YOUR VOICE WAS THE SOUNDTRACK OF MY SUMMER DO YOU KNOW YOU'RE UNLIKE ANY OTHER? EVERYBODY JUST WANTS TO GET HIGH, SIT AND WATCH A PERFECT WORLD GO BY. WE'RE ALL LOOKING FOR LOVE AND MEANING IN OUR LIVES. WE FOLLOW THE ROADS THAT LEAD US TO DRUGS OR TO JESUS. YOUR DADDY WORKS IN PORNO, NOW THAT MOMMY'S NOT AROUND. SHE USED TO LOVE HER HEROIN, BUT NOW SHE'S UNDERGROUND. SO YOU STAY OUT LATE, & YOU DO YOUR COCAINE FOR FREE. IT'S AMAZING WHEN TWO STRANGERS BECOME THE BEST OF FRIENDS, BUT ITS SAD WHEN THE BEST OF FRIENDS ;; BECOME TWO STRANGERS.. BACK WHEN A HOE WAS A HOE COKE WAS A COKE AND CRACK'S WHAT YOU WERE DOING WHEN YOU WERE CRACKING JOKES BACK WHEN A SCREW WAS A SCREW THE WIND WAS ALL THAT BLEW AND WHEN YOU SAID I'M DOWN WITH THAT WELL IT MEANT YOU HAD THE FLU.. YESTERDAY IS OVER TODAY SUCKS && TOMORROW IS BOUND TO BE FUCKED UP. SOME PEOPLE ARE JUST BORN WITH TRAGEDY IN THEIR BLOOD." AND I GUESS I JUST HOPED THAT I COULD BE YOURS. BUT I ALWAYS KNEW THAT I DIDNT HAVE A CHANCE. YOUR LIPS SCREAM FRIENDSHIP BUT YOUR EYES SCREAM ROMANCE YOU SAY YOUR MOTHER TOLD YOU ALL THAT I COULD GIVE YOU WAS A REPUTATION SHE NEVER CARED FOR ME BUT DID SHE EVER SAY A PRAYER FOR ME? I THINK THAT'S WHAT I FIND MOST STRANGE ABOUT THIS WORLD IS THAT NOBODY EVER SAYS HOW THEY FEEL. THEY HURT, BUT THEY DON'T CRY OUT. THEY'RE HAPPY, BUT THEY DONT DANCE OR JUMP AROUND. AND THEY'RE ANGRY BUT THEY HARDLY EVER SCREAM. BECAUSE THEY FEEL ASHAMED. NOTHINGS WORSE THAN THAT. SO WE ALL WALK AROUND WITH OUR HEADS LOOKING DOWN AND NEVER LOOK UP AND SEE HOW BEAUTIFUL THE SKY IS COR TE REDUCIT. IT MEANS, "THE HEART LEADS YOU BACK" IT MEANS NO MATTER WHERE YOU GO AFTER YOU LEAVE THIS PLACE, YOUR HEART WILL ALWAYS LEAD YOU BACK HERE. IT MEANS THERE'S ALWAYS A PLACE FOR YOU HERE. AND IT MEANS I'LL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU, TOO. CAUSE EVEN IF IT BREAKS YOUR HEART TO BE JUST FRIENDS, IF YOU REALLY CARE ABOUT SOMEONE YOU'LL TAKE THE HIT DO UNDERSTAND THE IMPULSE. TO PUT YOUR HAND OUT & WANT SOMEONE TO BE THERE AT THE END OF YOUR REACH. TO WANT SOMEONE TO BE CLOSE TO. TO WANT TO KISS OR TOUCH EVEN IF IT'S WRONG. THE POINT IS YOU CAN'T CONTROL THESE FEELINGS. EVEN IF THEY'RE WRONG, THEY'RE THERE. THEY'RE ALWAYS THERE. TIME DOESNT HEAL ALL WOUNDS, IT MEARLY FADES YOUR EMOTIONS, DULLS YOUR MEMORIES OF PAIN AND PLEASURE, SLOWLY STEALING AWAY THE TIMES OF YOUR LIFE THAT YOU NEVER WANT TO FORGET, THE LIVING MOMENTS THAT SLOWLY DRIFT AWAY, ALL THE MEMORIES THAT ARE THE CORE OF YOUR BEING QUIETLY RETURN TO THE NOTHINGNESS FROM WHICH THEY CAME,AND AS THEY FADE AWAY, YOU FADE AS WELL WE COULD LEARN A LESSON FROM CRAYONS SOMETIMES THEY'RE SHARP AND SOMETIMES THEY'RE DULL SOME HAVE WEIRD NAMES AND THEY ARE ALL DIFFERENT COLORS BUT THEY ALL LIVE IN THE SAME BOX DREAM WITH ALL YOUR HEART LITTLE GIRL. ONE DAY THOSE DREAMS WILL TURN INTO REALITY. WISH WITH ALL YOUR MIGHT LITTLE GIRL. I SWEAR THOSE WISHES WILL COME TRUE. NEVER STOP BELIEVING LITTLE GIRL. FOR IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE THEN WHO WILL GIVE THE OTHER LITTLE GIRLS HOPE? CAUSE YOU CANT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER, AND YOU CANT LOVE SOMEONE WHILE MESSING AROUND WITH ANOTHER. YOU KNOW SHE'S YOUR BEST FRIEND WHEN SHE WAKES YOU UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AND SAYS, "MOVE OVER YOU WHORE." COVER YOUR EARS, HONEY, BECAUSE THE MAGAZINES AND THE CELEBRITIES SCREAM, "YOU'LL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH." AND IF YOU HEAR THEIR LIES TOO MANY TIMES, THEY WON'T BE LIES ANYMORE. TELL ALL THE BOYS AND GIRLS FROM SCHOOL TO KEEP BREAKING ALL THE RULES; TO LET THEIR PARENTS KNOW THEY'RE INDIVIDUALS. AND YOU'LL NEVER SEE THE STARS IF YOU'RE ALWAYS LOOKING DOWN. YOU WERE GIVEN THIS LIFE;; BECAUSE YOU ARE STRONG ENOUGH TO LIVE IT. && WHEN I COUNT MY BLESSINGS, THERE YOU ARE. FORGET THE TIMES YOU WALKED BY, FORGET THE TIMES YOU'VE MADE ME CRY, FORGET THE TIME YOU HELD MY HAND, FORGET THE SWEET THINGS IF I CAN, I CAN NO LONGER PRETEND, I HAVE TO REMEMBER NOW THAT YOU'RE JUST A FRIEND SHE SITS AND REMINISCE THE PAST.. & SHE'LL NEVER BE IN HIS ARMS AGIAN. SHE'S SCARED TO TELL HIM BECAUSE OF THAT ONE STUPID BOY THAT LED HER ON, MADE HER BELIEVE HE ACTUALLY LIKED HER,THEN JUST TOLD HER IT WAS OVER. DON'T YOU GET IT? SHE'S AFRAID TO LOVE BECAUSE OF THAT ONE BOY LIKE IT OR NOT ; SOMETHING ALWAYS SEEMS TO GO WRONG - SOMETIMES PEOPLE BUILD YOU UP JUST SO THEY CAN KNOCK YOU DOWN - SOMETIMES THEY'LL HAVE YOU THERE JUST CAUSE THEY NEED SOMEONE AROUND.. YOU DIDNT CRUSH ME - OH NO DARLING YOU COMPLETELY DESTROYED ME. && THANK YOU FOR SHOWING ME THAT [ BEST FRIENDS ] CAN NOT BE TRUSTED. TO THIS DAY, I REMEMBER EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU. I REMEBER THE WAY YOU HUGGED. & EVEN THE WAY YOU SMELT. BUT, SINCE I'VE BEEN WAITING SOO LONG FOR YOU TO COME BACK. IT SEEMS AS IF ALL THE MEMORIES ARE SLOWLY FADING AWAY IT'S A MISSING EMOTION, A MISSING PERSON. HEY LOVE, I'M MISSING YOU. IT'S MORE THAN 11:11, IT'S MORE THAN A HUG GOODBYE. HEY LOVE, THE SKY'S STILL BLUE. AFTER A WHILE, YOU JUST CAN'T CRY ANYMORE. YOU JUST HAVE TO BELIEVE THAT WHAT HAPPENS IS WHAT'S SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN, & WELL, YOU CAN'T CHANGE THAT, EVEN IF YOU TRIED. SO JUST DRY THE TEARS, & HOPE THAT TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY. I FLIP OPEN MY CELLPHONE & STARE AT THE KEYPAD. I WANT TO HEAR HIS VOICE SO BADLY, TO BE CONNECTED TO HIM, TO ASK HIM WHY AND HOW & WHAT I CAN DO TO MAKE IT BETTER. BUT YOU CAN'T FORCE SOMEONE TO LOVE YOU LOOK AROUND GORGEOUS, EVERYTHINGS CHANGED. MIRROR, MIRROR, ON THE WALL; WHO'S THE BIGGEST FOOL OF ALL? IT MUST BE THE GIRL WHO CAN'T STOP CRYING. OR MAYBE IT'S THE GIRL WHO WON'T GIVE UP ON TRYING. YOU KNOW THE MUSIC ISN'T LOUD ENOUGH, IF YOU CAN STILL HEAR YOUR THOUGHTS. YOU DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG, SWEETIE, YOU JUST FELL IN LOVE. I KNOW HE'S NOT GOING TO CALL ME ANYMORE, & I'VE ACCEPTED THAT, BUT I CAN'T DELETE HIS NUMBER HAPPEN TO CALL AND MAKE MY DAY, I WANT TO KNOW IT'S HIM. I HAVE DRAMA AND MEMORIES & FORGET WHY I'M STILL HERE SOMETIMES. I REMEMBER WHEN I USED TO BE THE HAPPIEST, LOUDEST, SPUNKIEST PERSON ALIVE. NOTHING COULD GET ME DOWN FOR VERY LONG. I SMILED ALL THE TIME AND LAUGHED NONSTOP. I STILL SEE GLIMPSES OF THAT GIRL SOMETIMES, BUT NOT MUCH.I MISS HER. SHE WAS A GOOD KID. I BELIEVE WE PLACE OUR HAPPINESS IN OUR OWN HANDS. I BELIEVE YOUR PARENTS DID THE BEST JOB THEY KNEW HOW TO DO. I BELIEVE THAT DRUGS ARE A WASTE OF LIFE. I BELIEVE I'M LOVED WHEN I'M COMPLETELY ALONE. I BELIEVE IN KARMA, WHAT YOU GIVE IS WHAT YOU GET . I BELIEVE YOU CAN'T APPRECIATE REAL LOVE UNTIL YOU'VE BEEN BURNED. I BELIEVE THE GRASS ISN'T GREENER ON THE OTHER SIDE. I BELIEVE YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'VE GOT UNTIL YOU SAY GOODBYE. I BELIEVE THAT TRUST IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN PEOPLE THINK. I BELIEVE THAT YOUR MOST ATTRACTIVE FEATURE IS YOUR HEART. I BELIEVE THAT FAMILY IS WORTH MORE THAN MONEY OR GOLD. I BELIEVE THE STRUGGLE FOR FINANCIAL FREEDOM IS UNFAIR. I BELIEVE THE ONLY ONES WHO DISAGREE ARE MILLIONAIRES. I BELIEVE FORGIVENESS IS THE KEY TO YOUR UNHAPPINESS . I BELIEVE THAT GOD IS THE ONLY ONE WHO WON'T LET YOU DOWN. I BELIEVE IN LOVE SURVIVNG DEATH INTO ETERNITY. THESE ARE HARD TIMES FOR DREAMERS. I'VE LEARNED A LOT. I'VE LEARNED THAT EVERYTHING DOES HAPPEN FOR A REASON. I'VE LEARNED THAT EVERYONE I'VE MET HAS HELPED ME TO GROW & LEARN IN SOME WAY, WHETHER THEY'VE BEEN THERE AS SUPPORT OR TO MAKE MY LIFE A LIVING HELL; IT STILL HELPED ME LEARN. I'VE LEARNED TO JUST ACCEPT THE THINGS THAT ARE GIVEN TO ME IN LIFE & NOT QUESTION THINGS TOO MUCH. I'VE LEARNED NOT TO TAKE THINGS TOO SERIOUSLY BECAUSE IT JUST STRESSES A PERSON OUT TOO MUCH, & THAT, LIKE MANY OTHER THINGS WILL GIVE YOU CANCER! (= I'VE LEARNED TO ACCEPT CERTAIN THINGS, SUCK IT UP, KEPT MY HEAD UP, & CONTINUED ON WITH LIFE AS IF NOTHING HAPPENED, LIKE IT DIDN'T BOTHER ME AT ALL. I LEARNED THAT I HAD TO CHANGE THAT SENTENCE BECAUSE IF YOU PRETEND THAT NOTHING HAPPENED, YOU WILL NEVER LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES. I'VE LEARNED THAT YOU HAVE TO MAKE MISTAKES IN ORDER TO LEARN FROM THEM. I'VE LEARNED THAT YOU CAN'T DEPEND ON ANYONE ELSE BUT YOURSELF, SO IN THE END ALL YOU REALLY HAVE IS YOURSELF. I KNOW THAT WHATEVER DOESN'T KILL YOU, ONLY MAKES YOU STRONGER. SHE'S GIVING BOYS WHAT THEY WANT, TRIES TO ACT SO NONCHALANT, AFRAID THEY'LL SEE THAT SHE'S LOST HER DIRECTION. SHE NEVER STAYS THE SAME FOR LONG, ASSUMING THAT SHE'LL GET IT WRONG. PERFECT ONLY IN HER IMPERFECTION LEFT YOUR T-SHIRT IN MY ROOM, STILL SMELLS OF YOU. AND THE PICTURE YOU HUNG ON THE DOOR LAYS SMASHED, PICTURE PERFECT. EXPLAINS NOW, CLEARLY, NOTHING LEFT BUT A MEMORY. WE ONLY MADEOUT, YOU NEVER KISSED ME. THATS HOW I LEARNED TO HOLD BACK ALL FEELING REMEMBER ME? I'M THE GIRL WHO THREW US AWAY. I'M THE GIRL WHO WAS AFRAID OF WHAT WOULD HAPPEN NEXT & RAN. IN THE BACK OF MY MIND I WISH YOU WOULD HAVE FOLLOWED ME, BUT YOU DIDN'T. SO HI, NICE TO SEE YOU AGAIN.IT..S A TORTUROUS TIME WHEN WE HANG OUT, CAUSE I CATCH MYSELF SMILING & LAUGHING OUT LOUD. THAT..S WHEN IT HITS ME AGAIN. THE FACT THAT WE CAN ONLY BE FRIENDS. I'M RUNNING LOW ON TRUST. I'M TOO WEAK FOR THIS, BUT I WANT TO GIVE YOU A TRY. EITHER WAY, I'LL PROBABLY HAVE REGRETS. I'M TOO WEAK FOR ANOTHER HEARTBREAK HAVE YOU EVER THOUGH THAT IF ONE THING HADN'T HAPPENED, A WHOLE SET OF THINGS NEVER WOULD HAVE EITHER? LIKE DOMINOES IN TIME, A SINGLE EVENT KICKED OFF AN UNSTOPPABLE SERIES OF CHANGES THAT GAINED MOMENTUM AND SPUN OUT OF CONTROL, AND NOTHING WAS EVER THE SAME AGAIN. DON'T EVER DOUBT THAT A MERE SECOND CAN CHANGE YOUR LIFE FOREVER AND I WISH I COULD HELP YOU, BUT, THESE DAYS, IT SEEMS LIKE IM SO FUCKED UP MYSELF THAT ALL I CAN DO IS RELATE AND PRAY TO GOD THAT YOU END UP HAPPY I HAVE TERRIBLE TIMING. ONCE YOU LIKE ME, I'M WITH SOMEONE ELSE. BUT ONCE I REALIZE I WANT YOU, YOU'RE ALREADY G O N E. IT'S NOT THAT I MISS YOU. OH NO, HONEY. THAT ISN'T IT. I JUST HATE HER. SOME CALL IT DESTINY, I CALL IT A REALLY GOOD TASTE IN GUYS. I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD FALL THIS HARD;ESPECIALLY FOR YOU. YOU WERE RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES THE WHOLE TIME. IT'S REALLY NOT ABOUT HOW "WE HAVE BEEN FRIENDS SINCE 6TH GRADE!" IT'S ABOUT HOW "SHE WAS AT MY SIDE WHEN EVERYONE ELSE WAS BEHIND MY BACK" SO TELL ME, SINCE I'M TOO YOUNG TO BE INLOVE AND HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO CLUE WHAT IT IS, WHAT MAKES YOU THINK YOU KNOW WHAT IT IS? HM? SO THERE WAS THIS GIRL. & SHE FELL FOR THIS BOY. IT WASNT ANYTHING SPECIAL. NO LOVE AT FIRST SITE, NO FIREWORKS OR SPARKS. SHE JUST SLOWLY FELT HERSELF BEGINNING TO REALIZE HOW MUCH THIS BOY MEANT TO HER. & IT SCARED HER. IT SCARED HER SO MUCH THAT SHE BEGAN TO TURN AWAY. SHE TURNED AWAY FROM EVERYTHING SHE KNEW & LOVED. SHE TURNED AWAY FROM THE ONE BOY THAT MEANT EVERYTHING TO HER I WANT ONE OF THOSE MOVIE ROMANCES. YOU KNOW, ONE OF THOSE "MAKE OUT IN THE RAIN, STARRY NIGHT SKY, EVERLASTING LOVE" THINGS. DO YOU EVER HAVE THOSE DAYS WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE THE WHOLE WORLD IS AGAINST YOU AND THE PEOPLE WHO SAY THEY LOVE YOU AND THEY CARE ARE LYING THEIR ASSES OFF? THE KIND OF DAYS WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE YOU CAN'T TRUST ANYONE, AND YOU'RE CONSTANTLY FORCING A REALLY FAKE SMILE AND PRETENDING TO BE HAPPY, WHEN YOU WANNA JUST SCREAM AND CRY? AND YOUR LIFE FEELS LIKE IT'S BEING FLUSHED DOWN THE TOILET, AND YOU HOPE TO GOD THAT TOMORROW IS BETTER, BECAUSE YOU JUST DON'T FUCKING KNOW HOW MUCH MORE YOU CAN TAKE? AND THIS WHOLE RAMBLING PARAGRAPH BARELY BEGINS TO COVER WHAT YOU'RE FEELING? CARPE DIEM. QUAM MINIMUM CREDULA POSTERO. SEIZE THE DAY, PUT LITTLE TRUST IN TOMORROW LOSING YOUR FIRST REAL LOVE; IT'S LIKE WAKING UP FROM AN OVERDOSE SMOKING COULD KILL A PERSON; MAYBE YOU SHOULD TRY IT ONE DAY. WE WOULDN'T ENJOY THE SUNSHINE IF WE NEVER HAD THE RAIN. WE WOULDN'T APPRECIATE GOOD HEALTH IF WE NEVER HAD THE PAIN. IF WE NEVER SHED A TEAR WE'D GET TIRED OF SMILING. IF WE NEVER WEAR A GRIN WE'D GET TIRED OF LAUGHING. IT TAKES BOTH BITTER AND SWEET. WHICH MAKES THE WORLD COMPLETE I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH, PRETTY ENOUGH, OR SMART ENOUGH. THERE'S ALWAYS SOMEONE WHO'S BETTER THAN ME. I KNOW THAT I'M NOT CLOSE TO PERFECTION BUT CAN YOU STOP REMINDING ME? WHEN I SEE HIM, I KNOW HE'S TOO GOOD FOR ME. ALL YOU DO IS MAKE ME FEEL WORSE. YOU SAY I'M SHORT, THAT'S OKAY; I DON'T WANT TO BE TALL. YOU SAY I CAN DO BETTER, BUT I'VE NEVER TRIED THIS HARD. YOU SAY NO PAIN NO GAIN, BUT I'VE NEVER HURT THIS MUCH BEFORE. I'LL NEVER BE THE PERSON YOU WANT ME TO BE. ALL I CAN BE IS WHO I AM, NOT SOMEONE THAT'S NOT ME. WHAT I'VE GOT, THEY USED TO CALL THE BLUES. NOTHING IS REALLY WRONG, FEELING LIKE I DON'T BELONG. WALKING AROUND, SOME KIND OF LONELY CLOWN. RAINY DAYS AND MONDAYS ALWAYS GET ME DOWN. I REALIZE NOW THAT ITS TIME FOR ME TO LET GO. LET GO OF ALL THE TEARS, LET GO OF ALL THE MEMORIES. I HAVE TO LET GO OF THE ONE THING THATS PULLING ME BACK FROM LIVING LIFE AS SOON AS THINGS START GETTING GOOD I FALL BACK DOWN AGAIN. HATE ALL YOU WANT, BUT YOU CAN'T BREAK THE GIRL WHO THINKS NOTHING OF YOU. IT'S HARD TO BE SO STRONG, WHEN YOU LOVE THE ONE THING THAT MAKES YOU WEAK NOBODY UNDERSTANDS HOW MUCH I MISS YOU, I MISS HOW MUCH WE USED TO TALK, & MISS ALL THE THINGS WE USED TO DO. I TRY NOT TO ADMIT IT TO MYSELF THAT I STILL FEEL THIS WAY. NOBODY KNOWS THAT I STILL WAKE UP THINKING OF YOU EACH DAY. I STILL THINK OF YOU & I REALLY DO MISS YOU. I WOULD GIVE UP EVERYTHING I HAVE TO BE EVERYTHING WE..RE NOT. EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE I SEE YOU LOOKING AT ME LIKE YOU USED TO. AND IT'S DAYS LIKE THIS WHEN THE SUN IS SHINING AND ALL I CAN THINK OF IS YOUR FACE. AND THE PLACE I ONCE LOVED IS NOW THE PLACE I HATE. AND I CAN'T GET YOU OUT OF MY HEAD AND ALL I CAN THINK OF IS THAT NIGHT WHEN I WOULD HAVE GIVEN UP THE WORLD FOR YOU.AND THAT SAME NIGHT I WATCHED YOU WALK AWAY. IF YOU'RE CONVINCED THAT YOU'RE NOT GOOD ENOUGH, YOU'LL HAVE A HARD TIME LETTING SOMEONE INTO YOUR LIFE WHO THINKS YOU ARE THE STARS ABOVE REMIND ME THAT THERE IS MORE OUT THERE, THAT MAYBE THIS TOWN HAS DONE ITS JOB IN WATCHING ME AS I GROW UP. BUT MAYBE IT'S TIME FOR ME TO MOVE ON, TO GET OUT AND EXPERIENCE WHAT ELSE THIS LIFE HOLDS. AND IF ALL THOSE WORDS YOU SAID TO ME ACTUALLY MEANT SOMETHING, MAYBE WE WOULDN'T BE STANDING WHERE WE ARE TODAY. MAYBE THERE REALLY IS A REASON SHE SITS AT HOME ON HER COMPUTER ALL DAY. SHE'S BEEN HURT TOO MUCH, AND FED UP WITH ALL THE DRAMA THAT GOES ON OUT THERE. I LOVE YOU - THE 3 MOST OVERUSED, MISUNDERSTOOD, AND MISUSED WORDS IN THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE FOR EVERY GIRL WITH A BROKEN HEART THERES A BOY WITH A GLUE GUN <3 JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE LEAVING DOESN'T MEAN I'M LETTING GO LIFE IS TOO PRECIOUS TO WORRY ABOUT STUPID STUFF. HAVE FUN, DANCE WILD AND FALL IN LOVE <3 && DON'T LET PEOPLE WHO DON'T MATTER BRING YOU DOWN. THAT FEELING THAT MAYBE YOU'D BE ONE TO STICK AROUND JUST A LITTLE BIT LONGER . CALL ME A SLUT, CALL ME A WHORE; CALL ME WHATEVER, I'VE HEARD IT BEFORE! SAY THAT I'M FAKE, SAY THAT I LIE; SAY WHAT YOU WANT, YOU WON'T MAKE ME CRY. BECAUSE I KNOW NONE OF IT IS TRUE, BUT CALLING ME ALL THIS SHIT; WHAT THE FUCK DOES IT MAKE YOU? HA, EXCUSE ME! YOU'RE THE ONE WHO DECIDED TO LEAVE ME, SO HOW IS THAT 'HURTING' YOU? WHAT I DON'T UNDERSTAND IS HOW A PERSON CAN TELL YOU SO MANY LIES AND NEVER FEEL BAD ABOUT IT. IT..S BETTER TO CROSS THE LINE & SUFFER THE CONSEQUENCES THAN TO JUST STARE AT THAT LINE FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE. ITS CRAZY HOW YOU CAN GO FROM BEING IN LOVE TO BEING NOTHING X LL O *.. FINE - I ADMIT IT. YOU'RE THE GUY I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT. THE GUY WHO MAKES ME WANNA SCREAM. THE ONE WHO CAN MAKE MY DAY IN A MILLION WAYS. THE ONE I WRITE MY LOVE QUOTES ABOUT. IN CASE YOU WERE WONDERING, YEAH, THAT GUY IS YOU HE SAID;; YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR PROBLEM IS.. & I REPLIED; YES I DO. I FELL IN LOVE WITH THE IDEA THAT NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENED YOU WOULD ALWAYS BE THERE. "WHEN HAVEN'T I" HE ASKED & AS A TEAR TRICKLED DOWN HER CHEEK ; I SAID "EVER SINCE THE DAY 'SHE' WALKED THROUGH THE DOOR" <|3 I'M AT THAT POINT IN MY LIFE WHERE THINGS ARE NEITHER GOOD OR BAD. THEY COULD BE BETTER, BUT THEY COULD BE WORSE AND I CAN'T LOOK AT ANYTHING WITH A PURELY PESSIMISTIC OR OPTIMISTIC POINT OF VIEW. IT'S THAT POINT IN LIFE WHERE YOU JUST HAVE TO FORGE FORWARD AND HOPE FOR THE BEST. YOU KEEP YOUR FINGERS CROSSED IN HOPES OF SOMEDAY CATCHING THAT HAPPINIESS YOU TRIED SO HARD TO HOLD IN YOUR GRASP. THAT'S THE THING ABOUT HAPPINNESS, IT IS FLEETING. LIKE THAT FIREFLY YOU TRY TO CAPTURE AND NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES YOU WAVER, TRY TO CLASP IT IN YOUR HANDS, BUT IT NEVER WANTS TO BE KEPT. KEEP ONE FOOT IN FRONT OF THE OTHER AND MOVE ALONG, BECAUSE SOMEDAY THAT FIREFLY WILL FIND IT'S WAY TO YOU. WE'RE NOT MEAN -- WE'RE HONEST IF YOU THINK WE DON'T LIKE YOU -- CHANCES ARE WE DON'T. WHEN WE LAUGH -- WE'RE PROBABLY LAUGHING AT YOU. WHEN YOU TALK ABOUT US -- ALL WE SAY IS "TALK LOUDER, I CAN'T HEAR U!" AND FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A WHILE WHEN SHE WALKED INTO SCHOOL ON A MONDAY MORNING, YOU COULD SEE, FROM THE LOOK IN HER EYES AND THE SMILE ON HER FACE, THAT SHE WAS GONNA BE OKAY. IT'S SO SAD REALIZING TWO PEOPLE, WHO WERE ONCE SO CLOSE, BARELY SPEAK A WORD ANYMORE. MOST GUYS ARE THE SAME;; THEY SAY "I LOVE YOU" BUT IN THE END THEY JUST WANT TO BE "FRIENDS" EVERYONE HAS A WEAKNESS, BUT I HAVE TWO. EVERYTHING YOU SAY AND EVERYTHING YOU DO TEARS STAIN HER PILLOW FROM ALL THE NIGHTS SHES CRIED HERSELF TO SLEEP YOU PROBABLY SPEND HOURS ON THE PHONE WITH HIM TALKING ABOUT NOTHING AT ALL. IT NEVER REALLY MATTERS WHAT THE CONVERSATION IS ABOUT?UST AS LONG AS HE CALLED YOU I DON'T THINK YOU'RE LEAVING. I THINK YOU'RE RUNNING &&& WHAT I CAN'T FIGURE OUT IS, ARE YOU RUNNING TOWARDS SOMETHING YOU WANT? OR ARE YOU RUNNING AWAY FROM SOMETHING YOU'RE AFRAID TO WANT ?! EVEN IF YOU RIP MY HEART OUT AND SLAM IT ON THE GROUND I'LL PICK IT UP, DUST IT OFF, AND HAND IT RIGHT BACK TO YOU. DENIAL FEELS SO GOOD, WE DON'T HAVE A PROBLEM AT ALL YOUR EASY HES DESPERATE ; HAVE FUN WITH THAT. ONE DAY YOULL SEE ME AND HIM TOGETHER AND YOUR FIRST THOUGHT WILL BE "I COULD HAVE HAD THAT" YOUR GOING TO REGRET THIS. ONE DAY YOU'RE GONNA WAKE UP AND REALIZE THAT YOU REALLY DO LOVE ME. BUT I'LL BE WAKING UP NEXT TO THE GUY WHO ALREADY KNEW YOU'VE GOT SO MUCH GOING FOR YOU, GOING RIGHT. BUT I KNOW AT FIFTEEN IT'S HARD TO SEE PAST FRIDAY NIGHT. AND THEN HE DID IT, HE STOPPED THE CAR JUST TO KISS ME. NOW, I..M AT A POINT IN MY LIFE WHERE IF I WERE UNDERWATER, I DONT THINK I WOULD KICK TO THE TOP. WE NEVER REALLY ENDED..WE JUST FELL APART SURE, SHE'S PRETTY, BUT IT'S ABOUT MORE THAN THAT. YOU TWO CONNECT. ANYTHING YOU THROW AT HER, SHE CAN THROW RIGHT BACK. YOU FIGURED OUT WHAT'S GOING ON IN THAT PREDICTABLE HEAD OF HERS IN UNDER FIVE MINUTES, BUT SOMETHING TELLS YOU HER HEART WOULD TAKE ABOUT FIVE YEARS "PERSONALLY, I BELIEVE IN PAYBACK. LETTING PEOPLE SCREW YOU OVER IS JUST LAZY AND UNCREATIVE. MAYBE SHE'S A LITTLE SCARED TO GET CLOSE TO ANYONE BECAUSE EVERYONE WHO EVER SAID "I'LL ALWAYS BE THERE" ACTUALLY LEFT. FOREVER MIGHT NOT BE LONG ENOUGH WHEN ONE OF US IS GONE. HOW COME IT TAKES SO LITTLE TIME FOR A CHILD WHO IS AFRAID OF THE DARK TO BECOME A TEENAGER WHO WANTS TO STAY OUT ALL NIGHT? SO YOU FAILED. YOU WANNA BE REALLY GREAT? THEN HAVE THE COURAGE TO FAIL BIG AND STICK AROUND. MAKE THEM WONDER WHY YOU'RE STILL SMILING. THERE'S A KIND OF EMPTINESS THAT CAN FILL YOU. THERE'S A KIND OF HUNGER THAT CAN EAT YOU UP. THERE'S A COLD AND DARKER SIDE OF THE MOONLIGHT. AND THERE'S A LONELY SIDE OF LOVE. SOMETIMES THINGS HAPPEN. THINGS HAPPEN EVEN WHEN YOU DON'T INTEND THEM TO HAPPEN. MAYBE AT THE BEGINNING YOU HAD GOOD INTENTIONS, OR NO INTENTIONS, OR INTENTIONS YOU THOUGHT WERE HARMLESS. BUT HELL WAS PAVED WITH GOOD INTENTIONS. WHEN YOU LOOK AT A PERSON, ANY PERSON, REMEMBER THAT EVERYONE HAS A STORY. EVERYONE HAS GONE THROUGH SOMETHING THAT HAS CHANGED THEM." I AM LETTING THE TELEPHONE RING BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO KNOW WHY. I DON'T WANT TO HEAR YOU EXPLAIN. I DON'T WANT TO HEAR YOU CRY. I HAVE WRITTEN SO MUCH ABOUT YOU, SO MUCH I THOUGHT I KNEW. SECRETS OF YOUR LIFE I NEVER WANTED FOR MYSELF, BUT YOU GUARDED THEM LIKE A LIE PLACED UP ON THE HIGHEST SHELF. IN THE MORNING OF THE NIGHT WHEN I WOKE TO FIND YOU GONE, I KNEW YOUR DISTANT DEVIL MUST BE DRAGGING YOU ALONG. WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO LOVE? DO YOU THINK ANY OF US KNOW HOW TO LOVE? DO YOU THINK ANYBODY WOULD EVER DO ANYTHING IF THEY WAITED UNTIL THEY KNEW HOW TO LOVE? DO YOU THINK PEOPLE WOULD EVEN GET OUT OF BED IN THE MORNING IF THEY KNEW HOW TO LOVE? GO AHEAD. KISS HER. I HOPE SHE BITES YOUR LIP AND YOU CHOKE ON THE BLOOD. LOVE IS ABOUT BEING CUTE AND STUPID TOGETHER NOT BEING IN BED TOGETHER. THAT IS WHAT WE DO. THAT IS WHAT PEOPLE DO. THEY STAY ALIVE FOR EACH OTHER. A WOMAN KNOWS WHEN A MAN ++ LOOKS INTO HER EYES & SEES SOMEONE ELSE.
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